Dear hubby..
I'm looking for suitable word to express how much i regret for losing my temper but i couldn't find any.. i'm truly apologize for what I've done last night.. i should never scream at you, i should never yell at you for unacceptable reasons... i'm truly sorry... you know how much i love you right..? u know what and how i sacrifice all just for you.. i really don't mean to hurt u that much... i'm so sorry... if i could if i just could turn back the time i'll hug u when u need me the most last night...
Dear my yayang..
saya tau apa pun yang sy cakap lepas ni semua teda guna suda, saya sedar juga sya terlalu & terover melampau semalam.. sya tidak sepatutnya cakap benda mengarut macam tu... saya betul2 mnta maaf... saya mnyesal betul benda2 macam tu keluar dari mulut sya.. saya tau ko pn tengah bfkr skrg ni kan patut buat apa dngn bini yang kurang ajar & biadab macam sya ni... it's ok sayang... it's ok.. i been thinking of it for this hold day.. if u ask for separation, i'll say yes.. it's not because i hate u or because saya mau melawan.. no..!! it's just because sya tidak tau macam mana mau minta maaf lagi.. & saya tidak tau sya masi boleh dimaafkan lagi ka tida.. i love u chenta.. i really do love you.. u are just perfect for me.. u accept me for who i am.. u accept my past and love me unconditionally.. i truly blessed to had u in my life but it seems like i unworthy to have you... u are just too perfect for me..
i cry every time i thought of what happened last night.. should i hug u when u're crying last night.. should i apologize when ur tears running to your face last night..??? my god..!!! i'm truly sorry sayang.. i really sorry... i love you will all of my heart and i don't want to hurt you anymore... what should i do to stop u from dying on the inside..??? should i walk away..? should i just slowly walk away from your life..?? i just don't know...
mungkin sekarang la masa paling sesuai kita bepisah kan.. mungkin sekarang la masa paling tepat untuk kita separate & bawa haluang masing2.. ya ka??
I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK SAYANG...
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