Assignments

HOLLA.....!!!!!!

long time no see long time no see.. Lol~ Yeah, its been a while since i write my last post.. well, for now on i'm busy with my assignments which is all in ENGLISH... and as you can see and read my English is very poor.. oh yeah, thats mean saya layak dapat "F" my gooosssshhhhh...!!!

Study mode is on.. (+.+)" i never know it will be this hard to study in my age (my status), i'm a housewife, the maid to my house, the wife to my husband and most of all yeah i'm mother of two lil angles.. so my every day routine was like mad cows... tekejar2, buat semua benda dalam rumah memang tidak akan pernah selesai.. now sy cuci piring 2 hari sekali, cuci baju sekali seminggu, masak of course everyday juga la, but just for my babies.. klo utk c boyfie and me makan tapau je lar haha.. seriously, betol2 teda masa masak untuk kami ber2.. this sem sy cuma ada 3 subject but yeah 3 subject with 4 assignments each subject.. like seriously...???? and the worse part is due date for all my assignments sama yer...!! gosh... but what to do i'm the one who choose this juga haha.. jadi sy sepatutnya tida merungut at all la kan hahaha... 

what is assignments to "adjummah" like me... well, its more like a pride hahahhahah over juga kan sampai mau ckp tu pride sy.. wahahahahaha... it's just like because i'm a mother and i been done such things in the past so i want my grade better than anyone else.. i wanna prove to my dad that i can also make him proud of me some how.. and the most important is i want my 2 lil sista know that education is everything.. i really dont want them to waist their time for something like what i use to do "clubbing", "enjoy" or wasting my parents money for alcohol... what a seriously dummy i am back then... huh..!! so yeah.. that's y i future my study to bachelor.. just because i dont want my two lil sista follow my step and make a wrong turn again.. 

I read it in a book before it said that when u've in the age of 30 u gonna realize and look back to your life and realize how dummy and foolish u are and gonna regret all of the time that u did waist for... and yeah its really absolutely 100% right.. i'm full of regret till no words could describe how regret i am to walk on this road that i take now.. i never regret giving birth of my angels, but u know the life that i imagine back then was not this kind of life... and although i wanna make it right and wanna make it all over again, i don't have the chance to make it right besides i cant turn back the time.. so as we grow old we gonna regret more and more kan.. 

hurmmmm... apa yg sy merapuh ni hahahahaha sebenarnya post sy ni psl assignment tp tiba2 keluar tajuk sda pula hahahahaha... 

Happy belated birthday sayang mummy..

I still remember 2 yrs ago... I was pregnant and expecting my first baby~ around 9pm on 6.may, my water broke & its really funny when i tot sy tekencing sbb x dpt tahan mau p toilet lol~ sy betul2 binggung skejap when my sister (ank angkat my mum) told me sy mau beranak sda, sbb sy lngsng x rsa sakit.. my mom, my che2, & my brother semua binggung ni but sy lg binggung saw them acting like i'm in pain padahal it's just air ketuban pecah what & langsung x sakit.. they send me to hospital, papah sy mcm sy kesakitan sda btl.. sy yg marah sbb treat me mcm 2 & i said memalukan plus sy malu nmpk air ketuban sy mc mengalir.. sampai sana the nurse check me and saying that bukaan sy baru 1cm which is langsung teda rsa sakit apa2.. then the nurse ask me pigi wad & admit la.. i was like seriously, teda apa2 pon sakit & i told my mom i wanna go home nnti tnggu sakit bru sya dtg blk sbb mmg lngsng x sakit.. then my my said mcm ni "aik tea, ko jngn sakit tu nanti" smbil senyum2 yg sinis pnya senyuman ni.. & since hospital ranau is not hospital besar penjaga x dibenarkan then the nurse ask my mom pulang.. bila my mom sda plg, bru sy teringat my hubby.. astaga ya kn my hubby blm tau i admit to the hospital sbb he was at my mother in-law house on that time.. then i text him.. he was like seriously u forgot me?? hahaha.. he want to stay with me but the nurse said CANNOT especially lelaki x boleh ada dlm wad bersalin.. jadi dngn berat hati dia pon keluar la haha.. around 4am i swear to god tiba2 pinggang sy sangat sakit and tdk selesa mcm rsa pinggang sy kena twist berabis, i want to cry tp air mata lngsng x mau keluar.. i told the duty nurse to check me then 2 nurse pon p la check sy.. she said to me "baru 4cm ba 2 tahan dlu k.. jngn teran nnti rahim koyak".. omaigad betul2 tuhan sja yg tau perasaan sy mcm 2 sda sakit mcm tu but still bru 4cm.. sepanjang masa mau tunggu bukaan tu another scariest part was when ur perut kena kasi pasang like a wire and u can hear the baby heart beat so loud & i said to the nurse kenapa jantung ank sy laju betul 2 is it ok & normal.. i think my baby about to come tp teda bukaan.. bedah sja la sy hahaha.. then the nurse senyum sja dia bilang "andang2 baitu titie".. but somehow i still nervous to the max and sampai tdk tahan sy cakap i want my aunt yg kasi beranak sy (luckily my aunt was nurse d labor room & ada sijil or certificate or whatever they called it untuk kasi beranak org) the nurse ckp "o ko ank buah c murnikah pula..ba ok tunggu c murnikah la dia kerja pagi2 tu, sempat lg ni tnggu dia" then the nurse ask me balik p wad dlu sambil tnggu bukaan.. kasi sedia baby oil, bju bby yg ko mau kasi pkai sma tuala & lampin.. i was walking keluar dr labor room & my pinggang hurt so bad mcm rasa sakit betul2 kna cucuk2..haha. .funny part is when i'm heading to wad tiba2 sakit yg macam mau berak and I was screaming to the nurse saying that I want to berak..the nurse say ko lama lagi mo beranak tu.. they estimate me beranak the next day kali..bukaan ko baru 4 cm ba she say. .but I really cannot tahan already and holding my tummy while standing..and I convince them saying that I really want to berak.. they just said p blk dulu d katil ma titie nnti kami p sna.. sy pon dngn berat hatinya blk p katil.. then sy teingat my mom punya minyak kelapa dara, she said to me b4 bgus spya cpt branak.. sy pn p mnum trus stngh botol sbb tlmpau kesakitan sda & mau cpt2 sja hilang 2 sakit.. after minum 2 klpa dara bertambah2 sakit sy.. msa menunggu bukaan was the scariest part btl2 the pain hanya tuhan sja yg tau.. sampai sy pumping lg d katil sy.. text my hubby smbil marah2 sbb tlmpau kesakitan.. text my mom & said i'm really sorry for hurting u so bad i never tot this hurt to give birth of a baby.. text my aunt also to come quick sbb sy btl2 x blh tahan sda.. bila sy tingu jam it's alomst 6am punya cepat msa bejalan sy rsa on that time.. that the moment i will never forget.. its really hurt especially part pinggang i was melutut & crying but funny like i said b4 x keluar air mata hahaha.. then when the nurse saw me sda mcm 2 they cpt2 papah me msuk p labor room again.. sampai di labour room naik atas katil and check it was about to come 9cm suda..masa tu all I can think was only mati..seriously it was so pain.. i was about to give up biar la 2 sakit tu but tfkr psl my mom.. how my mom sacrifice her life for me back then, sy jadi kuat sikit & trying hard kasi kuat semangat.. then tidak lama i saw my aunt & rsa selmat sikit sbb ada keluarga sama2 sy.. on 7.05am I'm safely delivered a baby girl they put my baby girl right infront of me in my arms.. for the first time i meet my baby girl i was crying, menangis tiba2 sbb tlmpau gembira finally i could make it i safely delivered a healthy baby girl.. then they ambl my baby kasi bersih msa tu mcm hilang sda sakit sy totaly hilang.. msa they jahit pon i dont feel itu sakit kna jahit lngsng x rsa sbb nmpk my baby right infront of me.. I keep looking at her and still can believe that im officially a mother..she got so many hair.. big baby weight 3.2kg & the nurse said its consider besar sbb it's first baby & she is tall same like both of us that for sure sbb bru lahir tp panjang is 53cm suda.. and we name her Saarah Xandria @ Snow .. today 07.05.2014 genap la umur dia 2 tahun. .grow up to be a big girl soon..give me stress and headache sometimes.. & i admit its not easy to raise a kids hihi..mumy wish u a very happy birthday sayang..many happy return.. may God bless u with good health..I maybe not a good and perfect mother.. but always remember that we love u so much.. & u r mumy strength & happiness.. and once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY. .always remember that we love u so much with all our heart. .much love from mumy, dady & mei2(mulan)

Single Women, Single Mother and a Mother

Pompuan kalau cantik masa bujang tu normal. Tanggungan teda. Anak teda. Paling2 headache pikir boifren atau headache pikir next vacation destination...

Kalau mau tinguk pompuan tu butul cantik ka tidak. Tinguk yg sdh ada anak. Yg sdh jadi mama. Esppecially yg single mother.

Sbb apa..? Ok... Let me tell you.

A mother. 

1. Badan pernah jadi expand mengalahkan gajah bunting, hidung jadi mcm gobuk, paha mcm kaki gajah, perut bermacam design mengalahkan kain batik. Tp masih boleh menten slim lepas beranak.

2. Beside hectic work schedule. Stress tahap gaban. Masalah dunia yg sentiasa tidak adil. Pulang rumah... Masih boleh layan anak dengan penuh kasih sayang. 

3. Kepala pusing. Headache. Demam teruk. Tp masih boleh bangun tengah malam bikin susu anak. 

4. Penat mcm mana pun tapi masih boleh alert time tido. Terpaksa tido2 ayam... Tido pun inda boleh bebas. Sbb takut baby kana onsit.

5. Multitasking. Boleh buat double triple job utk kasih isi perut2 kecil di rumah.

6. Beside all the stress from work/friends/colleague/etc... But can still appear beautiful nice and sweet gitu...

7. Anak2 terurus walau pun sibuk urusan ofis/house chores...

Sebenarnya jadi mami bukan susah apa pun. Get pregnant and after 9 months... There you are... Congratulation! You are a mom! But thats not it... Di situ la kehidupan bermula...

Part raising a child tu yang mencabar. Sebenarnya nda juga susah apa pun. Mencabar yes... But that is what we call life... Sebab I believe setiap anak ada rezeki masing2. God will not give you a baby if He know that you are not capable of raising a child. So jangan takut utk jadi mami. Penat memang penat. But it's all worth it.

Belum ada anak. Cantik dan menawan dan terurus dan mcm2 lg... Semua org boleh buat. Tapi untuk tampil cantik dan kemas saja pun bila sdh anak, blm tentu org boleh buat.

Good Morning Beautiful... Gorgeous Mother out there.... To all the single mother out there. SALUTE!

Love you all...

Moral Story: LOVE YOUR MOT

HER TIL ETERNITY

My Hair

Tadi did mention tidak jadi pi Kudat (Tip of Borneo) kan sebab my hubby gone mad & meroyan.. Now I tell u ols the reason why we couldn't make it.. 

Last Wednesday morning (8am) this is our conversation (Lebih kurang).. 

Me : Yang, saya mau p salon dulu ni. jam berapa jalan pi kudat?

Hubby : Jam 3 la macam tu, tunggu tidak berapa panas dulu. 

Me : Ba ok.. hantar saya jam10 pi salon k..

Hubby : Ba ok.. 

Jam1 my hubby datang salon, saya belum siap. Then dia cakap cepat la. Saya pon suru la the salon girl make it faster sebab saya colored my hair (told him earlier that i want to dye my hair, about couple weeks ago la.. He said ok sebab tu i go dye my hair plus mau minta puji sama my sister yang bersekolah di kudat) Sampai I ask 2 orang urus my hair sebab mau cepat pulang rumah and packing so on. Jam2 dia datang lagi my hair hampir siap tinggal tunggu the salon girl finished blow dry my hair. Then lepas siap jalan la naik kereta wif my hubby. Masa jalan pi kereta memang i noticed my hubby's face masam suda. & i ask him marah sy lambat ka? Dia cakap tidak la.. On the way pulang, tiba² my hubby cakap malas mau pi kudat la, penat sebab last night pi kk penat. If u insist wanna go bawa c Andrew (my adik sepupu). I was like what..??? are u kidding me? Kalau tidak mau p or tidak jadi pi kudat y u keep on showing d salon kan siap ask me cepat2 lagi.. I said to him tidak paya la p kudat kalau macam tu.. if he don't wanna go what the point he ask me to go with my cuzzy kan.. stupidity..!! 

At the same time memang saya marah sebab dia sibuk suruh cepat² then tiba² cancel pula.. after we reach home, saya sibuk becakap/membebel (well u know woman) we had our fight.

Masa makan malam, when both of us suda cool down. He told me marah saya sebab my hair colour.. he don't like my hair colour.. I was like o..ok.. why don't u told me earlier so that i know u don't like my hair kan.. but couple weeks ago i show him what & how i want my hair been colored dia cakap ok pula. hurm... hubby,hubby.. next time if i show something to u please pay attention so that tiada siapa² sakit hati at the end.. 

This is how my hair look like, I still feel it was cool somehow lol~ 

Noting To Do.. omaigad

HELLO.. 

Previously i did mention about new blog.. but after 'timbang purimon' (sabahan language which mean fikir-fikir) macam malas juga pula mau jga 2 blog.. so i decide to share all about being mother or motherhood life here in my blog.. biar la macam rojak pon lol~ as long as i'm happy with it kan.. sorry for my broken english, my bahasa baku or my sabahan style i'm pure sabahan girl never when out of sabah to study (unless for holiday) jadi memang bahasa saya sangat la kelat harap di maafkan (✿◠‿◠).. 

It's been quit 2 week i didn't write as u all know i'm a full time housewife jadi memang tahap busy sangat pack beside i'm active on MLM (Cosway + Epic = Cospic) jadi masa untuk membloging sangat terhad.. 

O ya last week my first dote when to kudat wif my mom.. it's really sangat-sangat la sengsara bila berjauhan. Last Tuesday dorang pi kudat, first night i'm still ok, masi boleh tidur dengan nyenyak no need to worry (sebab pi pon wif my mom so nothing to worry about. but still saya telefon every 3 hours la haha..) Second day, me & hubby & our mulan (2nd doter) plan mau juga pi kudat but due to my hubby's mood was like mad cow/meroyan. kami cancel trip to kudat.. kenapa hubby sy marah? later.. jap g saya cerita part tu.. ok 2nd day petang around 5pm.. hati start suda lain².. Rindu yang teramat sangat.. Decide to Face-Time with my doter (even thought my mom suda warning awal² jangan sekali-kali talk to my doter or tunjuk muka to my doter sbb takut nangis & mencari) ketepikan apa yg mom saya suda warning.. know what when i talk to my doter i can't control my tears.. i was crying like i don't meet my doter like forever, mungkin 1 baldi suda air mata sya tu kalau saya takung haha.. then my doter pun start la nangis2² yelling 'mumy..mumy' tidak tertahan sebak sya cepat² tutup.. hurmmm... itu rupanya perasaan berjauhan dengan anak.. Malam ke2 i was like orang gila sudah, can't sleep & kept on thinkin' of my doter.. hurmmm.. it was really make me mad, itulah perasaan yang 'hanya Tuhan saja yang tau'.. (─‿‿─) 

Jadi saya memang salute mommy yang boleh bertahan kerja di luar rumah (macam pembantu rumah my mom, she is mother of two tapi datang sabah sebab tolong husband dia sambung sekolah.. i mean tolong belanja husband dia sambung study/kuliah o what so ever.. but it's end up the husband curang & kasi mengandung perempuan lain semasa ketiadaan dia.. pity on her as a woman..). Or even mommy yg bagi anak dia sama orang sebab masalah kewangan. I really salute to those women.. Kalau yang buang baby tu minta terajang di kepala.. itu tidak berperikemanusiaan.. 

O ya here is some photo of my doter.. my mom send it to me while they in Kudat and on the way pulang Ranau. 

happy dapat kacau barang² yipo (姨婆)

 Lupa pasal mummy lepas mandi sungai 

New blog

I'm starting a new blog again... ≧◠‿●‿◠≦ WHY? coz this time i wanna share all about being a mother.. from the beginning till now.. owwwww myyyy... how time flies.. my lil baby both are growing up so well & left me too much space to blogging all day long haha.. anyway.. today is 28.feb (how i wish could give birth on 29.feb )lol~

Never stop loving u..♡

Good morning..

Its 8.22am but I'm still sleppy.. its been a while since I have my very best & undisturbed nap.. Morning Face of mine~ ^^v

Since I was a mother nap, makeup, & shopping become my very last priorities.. can u imagine how sad it is.. 

I been married since 2011 & on 10th feb v've celebrating our 3th year's anniversary.. x buat besar2an pon just the 4 of us.. me, hubby &our 2 babies.. 

mkn kfc (sbb tu ja mknn segera yg ada d rnu) & lovely cute cake..

time flies but my love still remain the same as we still couple.. org ckp klo suda ada ank & married perasaan akan pudar sedikit demi sedikit.. maybe its really to early for me to said this yala.. I just married 3years.. but from what I saw (experience) my mom & my dad still loving although they have been married & together for 26years.. my aunt & her husband still loving as couple although they've married for 20years.. orang sabah cakap dari kita saja baitu.. so the most important is keep loving now matter how hard the tasks or the tests is... husband and wife should go through all the difficulty together to be happily ever after.. and i promise will always b by your side now matter how hard.. <ILOVEUCHENTA>

Hello bloggers♡

It's been a while since my last blog updated..~ 

actually i'm still blurr what should i share on my blog.. but since i don't have diary any more (i use to have when i'm still 'bujangan') so I start to share everything on my blog.. well faham2 sja la kalau suda nama SURI RUMAH SEPENUH MASA of course i have more & lots of free time anyway.. for sure it would be more about my life, my opinion, my story, my kids, my husband & of course lil bit of COSPIC (cosway + epic). & so sorry for my broken english (^_^)v but i'm a failed writer anyway haha.. 

i noticed my last update was on 2011~ 2012,2013 & now v've on 2014.. yeahhhh...!!!!! 2 years past i was single, bujang & slim lol~ but now i have my own precious family... 

TADAAAAA.... this is my lovely family.. dulu berdua now ber4.. apa x setiap tahun kilang memproses.. tp skrg stop dlu penat~ hahaha.. as u see n know i am pure 100% dusun (ethnic in sabah) n my husband is pure 100% bugis.. but he grow up here in ranau (land below the wind) we decide to be together  on 2011 (end of July). 

On 07/05/2012 our first baby was born & we named her SAARAH XANDRIA & we call her Snow.

she is a big girl now... 

On 19/04/2013 our second baby was born & we named her SYEARAH XANDRIA & we call her Mulan. 

my sweet hearts.. 

Last but not least my man~